never say never...

Not sure if it's the post-partum blues or the fact that I'm getting OLDER (hate saying that), but I've been dying for a change in my appearance. I totally want to cut off my hair (Posh style), die it super blonde on top and keep it dark on bottom, get a super dark tan, get my nails done, and wax my eyebrows (seriously, they're starting to look like Mike's) and hoo-hoo. But all I do is dream, cause I'm a big chicken and getting cheap these days. Well, not that cheap cause I don't have a problem spending my money on cute clothes for the kids. Hello! Lennon's closet looks better than mine! Do all Mom's do this? Neglect themselves so their kids can look cute? I did this after Oliver was born too. I ended up cutting my hair super short with bangs (well, short for me) and cried for a week cause I hated it. I told Mike, promise me that you'll NEVER let me cut my hair short again or get bangs. He reminded me of the promise yesterday. Did I say never? Pregnancy does a number on you - emotionally and physically. I guess I just want to look 18 again, but I think that would involve Botox and a boob job. Hmm...