shattered ego...

I didn't get a job offer I really wanted and I'm bummed. I'm not sure if I'm more bummed that I'll probably be teaching pre-k another year (instead of art) or that this is the first time I've never been offered a job after an interview. I've always been offered the job, even though I didn't always take it. I guess my heart's a bit broken and my ego's a little shattered. I know I have to think, "this happened for a reason and there's a better school out there for me", BUT I'm still bummed. I keep telling myself, it's their loss. Right?