i'm a dork, really...

My hubby is leaving for San Antonio tomorrow for TMEA. It's a music conference for teacher's and other musical people. Three days without Michael scares the hell out of me. Really. Two kids all by myself? I have no confidence in getting two kids ready in the morning by myself, so I'm going to stay at my parents for two nights. Lame, I know. But I'm also scared about being "alone" in the house. My dog is about the size of a large rat and I don't know how to use the gun we have. I know. I'm 32, married with two kids, and staying at my parents cause I'm scared. I'm a dork, really.