Saturday, May 3, 2008

our last weekend as a trio...

So, this is officially our last weekend as the 3 Musketeers. Seems strange, but exciting about what the future holds. We decided to spend Saturday with Oliver, just hanging out and being a threesome. I think it's much harder for me than Mike - I feel so guilty that Oliver won't have 110% of our attention anymore. I LOVE Oliver so much and I know I'll love this little one just as much, but will Oliver understand that I love them both the same? Seems silly, I know. We're all gaining so much - a new baby, a sibling, a girl (which I know will be SO different than our wild little boy), more love, and more laughter! Maybe it's just the guilt and confusion of how to expain it all to a 3 year old. But really, you NEVER realize how much your parents love you until you have some of your own.